I miss competiton. Very. 

It seems that the birthday theme is still on going when I suggested to have bimbipbap for dinner since Jd hasn't had a taste of it before. Initial plan was to order a bowl to share, cause I was afraid that the taste won't be up to his liking, but I got too carried away by the menu and ordered my own share. Thankfully he loves it!

As much as i love parties, planning for one has always been the hardest thing since algebra.

The theme 'For The First Time' went all wrong when it turned out that Jd had his virgin brunch at Hatched, it felt like it was my birthday and he brought me there to suffice my eggy craving. Besides the mashed potatoes, the rest of our brunch were too experimental. My scrambled eggs were too italian-based kind of sour and his all time fav bacon got him feeling sore from the nonstop chewing! Nevertheless, i would still return for their mashed potatoes and of course, recommendations of dishes to order the next time!

My back is aching from ice skating. Either i skate too hard, or i skate too hard. I'm so guilty that Jd had to point this out to me after i skated for rounds. While planning for his birthday, most of me was gnawing by an unrelenting remorsefulness for the unnecessary stirs recently. It had to happen again on his birthday. So annoying, like a cellulite.

Even still, the celebration went well with dinner with the family at some Teochew restaurant before i handled over the grey totebag, a pair of new jeans and a birthday film card after his one hour power nap. Happy 20th dearest! I hope the celebration is unforgettable in a good way. 

The best thing about graduation is the parents' presence, both appearing smartly in red after i specifically told them to dress up like they are attending a wed dinner. The worst thing about graduation is the annoying loose buttons of my rope that doesn't seem to serve their purpose at all.

At this very last moment, I felt all kinds of regrets. I thought, a cert of merit would be more applauding and the trip here for the parents would be more meaningful. I'm happy to grad, just that a cert of merit is like a bonus. I love bonus. Who don't?

Even though it took us so long to behave as classmates, I'm thankful for who we are to each other today. I love this grad photo of us the most, even though the lighting is quite bad and the passer by looks like some spirit staring right at me. And you look super adorable now in this pair of potter's spect.

And lastly, this clique minus Dawn. We guys are so similar yet so different in other ways that makes this friendship one of my best. I have lost friends, many i once see potential of lifetime friendships. Thus, i am really working on being a keeper, be it good and bad times, i'm here!!! :)

In his most annoying pj, we were still designing the night through at this ungodly hour, 2 days back.

I tried rewatching Suits without subtitles and completed one C4d tutorial with dual macs!!! 

But the fact is that the subtitles were turned on, but my knees were blocking my vision. And the final render does not deserved a post here.. so in conclusion, long way to go man! 

Reality check. About 82 days left of Monkeywrenches's life with me involved. It felts like eons since the last Sunday felt this seamless.

Apart from swirling into the details of the paintings during the exhibition, the rest of me was craving for a photo of us with that pink Andy Warhol 15 mins interval wall that welcomed us right at the entrance haha

Quizno hasn't been our dinner for quite sometimes, the Brocolli cheese soup never fail to exhilarate my taste buds. It's always at Quizno that i am willing to exchange runs for, it'll be complete misery to reject such savory.

Avengers was humorous. The caucasian on my left and jd on my right laughed louder than any kids seated in theatre. I can assured that.

Wasn't expecting this,

I love us! Very.

/Chillout

Is not about long time no see, but the fact that it still feels the same since the last time we met. I see the effectiveness of meet up sessions now. Definitely sticking very closely to one of my 2012 resolutions, actually i don't remember making one this year haha

Sin.

Things said too early can become a mockery. And i come to realise it.

The past Beverly will never get to understand this, the present Beverly can never explain either.

Dinner.

Love family dinner w whole spread of dishes, hate that fact the hands became the busiest, diving for the food before we finished those on the plates and neglecting conversations. We seemed to be swallowing down words at the same time. With very minimum conversing, the dinner ended, hastily.

But still, happy advanced birthday grandma. You really aged!