Haters of Monday,

Office's power tripped once again. I'm helplessly perspiring in the room, waiting for the first man's arrival to fix it while dreading the rest of the Monday.

For the better days ahead,

It's the long weekend, the catching of sleep debts, the meeting ups, the halloween. It was pretty stagnant for me, but that's ok.

I've been meeting the frisbee people weekly, after realizing that rejecting hangouts is the biggest mistake of my life. I'm slowly learning to appreciate meet ups, like how conversation differs when being with different group of people, that make me ponder all the time that why. am. i. not. equally. knowledgeable.

This week, instead of the usual army market shopping with the soldier, we were at town. I haven't been shopping lately plainly because 1. Similar clothes are everywhere 2. Similar clothes are everywhere 3. Similar clothes are everywhere... that i don't feel compelled to purchase them. Ever since i become an working adult, i'm actually more excited to save>spend. The recent watch incident made me lose abit of fortune(hahaha) in my savings, thus, i'm more eager not to spend.

I love doing the simplest things together like flipping ikea catalog, scribbling down little notes for Junda's future room plan. At times like this, i wish the parents are totally cool about sleepover at Junda's. In this manner, i don't have to trouble him to send me back despite his heavy sleep debts. But wellz, conservative parents>boyfriend. But actually, the core reason is that i want to spend more time with him.

The weekdays are just too demanding! And it goes again, same old shit again..

Sometimes you wish weekend loops.

I'm pretty disgusted by myself, slowly being dominated by consumerism, since i decided to purchase a branded watch at the age of 20.

This will be my first and last purchase until i turn 27, at least, before i spurge again.

For now, im pretty sure I just want to 1) Work hard 2) Love hard 3) Be happy in the midst of making bigger plans in 2 years time.

Yes.

I can't wait for pool date w love, something i've always wanted to strike off from the to do list (in the mind) but couldn't find any suitable time, worrying that i'll add on weariness to the hectic life of my soldier.

But for now, my menstrual needs to cooperate with me. And the boy to book out asap!!!!!