Day 09,

It's way past lunch time, i finally persuaded myself to voice out my hunger and lunched alone at the nearest coffee shop-$2.50 cheap and bagus lasi lemak.

I am going to start boiling if the client gets back to us at later noon, cause that's equvalent to OT for no apparel reason.

And it's day 09, almost half of waiting.

Fighter,

I'm pretty satisfied at how i'm dealing w lunch and dinner at the adults' table, although there were countless of times i felt lost over topics that i can't relate to. I could only eye on my food, my phone and back to my food.

It was monday, but it felt like a friday.

I wish that the night is longer. I wish the morning's snooze will never come. I wish that i don't have to fumble infront of the wardrobe every morning. I wish Uncle picks me up at 9.30 instead of 8.45. I wish bus fares never existed. I wish it never rain when i'm in converse. I wish that Paya Lebar eatery places are less pricely. I wish Uncle picks me up after work instead. I wish for the boy to book out on Friday. I wish Saturday to arrive quick.

But, i wish Sunday never comes.

Haters of Monday,

Office's power tripped once again. I'm helplessly perspiring in the room, waiting for the first man's arrival to fix it while dreading the rest of the Monday.

For the better days ahead,

It's the long weekend, the catching of sleep debts, the meeting ups, the halloween. It was pretty stagnant for me, but that's ok.

I've been meeting the frisbee people weekly, after realizing that rejecting hangouts is the biggest mistake of my life. I'm slowly learning to appreciate meet ups, like how conversation differs when being with different group of people, that make me ponder all the time that why. am. i. not. equally. knowledgeable.

This week, instead of the usual army market shopping with the soldier, we were at town. I haven't been shopping lately plainly because 1. Similar clothes are everywhere 2. Similar clothes are everywhere 3. Similar clothes are everywhere... that i don't feel compelled to purchase them. Ever since i become an working adult, i'm actually more excited to save>spend. The recent watch incident made me lose abit of fortune(hahaha) in my savings, thus, i'm more eager not to spend.

I love doing the simplest things together like flipping ikea catalog, scribbling down little notes for Junda's future room plan. At times like this, i wish the parents are totally cool about sleepover at Junda's. In this manner, i don't have to trouble him to send me back despite his heavy sleep debts. But wellz, conservative parents>boyfriend. But actually, the core reason is that i want to spend more time with him.

The weekdays are just too demanding! And it goes again, same old shit again..